Yacintha♥

The To-Do After SPM No.2

2011-12-19T10:00:00.000-08:00

with the first to-do completed!,i can now start on my second and my second one is in a long run.it takes a LONGER time then the rest of the to-do's to finish altogether!

what is it? haha LOSING WEIGHT! ;D

well,how do i do it?

7a.m i go out for a morning jog! with the air so fresh and the sun so dim it's just the wonderful time of the day to go for a jog!

my eating habits have been improvised as well! haha!

for breakfast,i only take oat cereal with low fat milk!

for lunch, no rice,a lil' more vegetable than my usual and medium meat!

after lunch i'll do sit-ups for 100 times!increasing by weeks!

for tea, an apple/pear/papaya or any of my fav fruits plus a cup of coffee with less sugar and less milk!

after that is my cycling time!i have to thank a hot guy around my neighborhood for being my center of attraction to pull me out of the house and cycle!

for dinner, nothing but MILK!

before sleeping,i'll again do sit -ups 50 times!increasing by weeks!

then it's goodnight time! HAHA:D

it's torturing thou...especially for people like me who LIVE TO EAT instead of EAT TO LIVE!

LOL!

but,i am gonna stick by this schedule like ELEPHANT GLUE has been placed between us!

cause,i know that the benefits i gain from this will be worth the torture in the end!:)

xoxx

Naughty Day

2011-12-18T12:00:00.000-08:00

i was a real naughty person today!

First,i woke up late and due to that,i missed my morning jog! >:(

how to loose weight if i continue being like that?muddled head me!

slept like a pig,and once i woke up,i ate Old Town White Coffee's Nasi lemak! :O gonee! my efforts to loose weight..GONE! D':

geez,so lame right? XD

p/s: Dil Bole HADIPPA! i can do whatever with my preserverence!:)

xoxx

Morning Movie Mania

2011-12-17T21:31:00.000-08:00

Oh yeahh!:D i watched TWO of my favourite hindi picture off my list of TO-WATCH hindi pictures!:D

started at 7 in the morning,i watched Dilwale Dulhania Le Janyenge first!:D my favourite of ALL TIME!:D

The caption of the movie itself is soo heart-capturing...

COME...FALL IN LOVE

Next!,i watched another recent favourite;

Band Baaja Baaraat! :)

my dearest Ranveer is in it!:D

This two movies are simply AWESOME!:D

WATCH THEM!:D

xoxx

Chapter 6: Points In Life

2011-12-16T17:45:00.000-08:00

Self preservation.preseverence.confidence.attitude.

well,i feel that those points are important in life.
without self preservation how are u to go through troublesome moments in life?
without preseverence how can u succeed toughest moments in life?
without confidence how can u stand out as well as express what's in you?
without attitude WHO ARE YOU?

lol;p

professor-ish moments again!
but who cares?
i love expressing myself because i know that what i say equals to truth,how i behaive equals to me and how i look equals to....me?
lolx!

if we copy other peoples attitude,what do we become? we are just like some pirated dvd!we are no originals.
therefore,
we shouldn't copy BUT,we should appreciate other peoples brilliant attitude!:)
we should ask ourselves why aren't we like that with all those respectable attitudes?why do we have all this shitty disgusting attitudes? though it's sometimes a FORCED-TO have bad attitude but we are not some permanent thing right? humans can change..for the better or the worse,it's totally your choice.No one can help you.EVER:)

SMiLE:)

i mentioned before that smiling can lead to pain.but,from a different point of view,i've realized how wrong i was:(
smiling can cure deep rooted pains as well as the tiniest scar...
smiling does wonders for one:)

LAUGHTER:D

laughter does miracles!
it's proven that laughter extends the longevity of one's life:)
idiot as i am,i said it doesn't! :S
demented me!

TEARS&PAINS

this are just part of life that we cant escape from very long.
we may be strong and able to control our tears from pouring out,but HOW STRONG ARE WE? :S
Pains is in every corner in life.
and as stated earlier,
it's our choice whether OR not to suffer those pains.

CHOICES

this is went we choose.
wrong or good
devil or angel
fake or real
pains or relive
tears or laughter

it's all up to us,
to choose the right thing for us to do and show.
choices is the one that leads to our bright or even messed-up future.

PAST,PRESENT&FUTURE

past has to be remembered.
we can forgive and forget,
but we must learn through them as well.
present choices has to be done remembering the past mistakes.
a good present with has been amended from silly past mistakes will lead to a good future:)

all this points about is for me as much as it's for everyone else.
No one's perfect.you think your perfect,then you're doomed!
thinking of only the goodness of ones self will bring he/her no where.
it's the mistakes we have to re-think and repent on.
it's the past we have to amended in the present to create a better future.
if anyone ever come up and say ''you suck'' i'll say ''thank you and same to you''

:)

xoxx

Saturday's Wish

2011-12-16T17:44:00.000-08:00

Cant believe it when Tracy said she's going for a modelling competition! :O

but i was rather shocked at myself actually! WHY did i ever doubt that?

with her height and looks she is surely a model in the making! :D

Totally,it was my desire to see her walk the ramp,but sadly i can't make it! urghh,Aunties house!! >:(

BUT,i know she'll WIN!:)

she has all the elements to WIN!:D

gonna support you from my aunts house Tracy!

SHOW 'EM WATCHA GOT!:D

SHAKE THAT! XP

BREAK A LEG BABE!♥

YOU CAN DO IT!♥

*p/s: if you win,you definitely,100% have to treat me OK?:D cause i help you pray!:D

** you might see this after your competition,so,i am sorry for not attending!:(

The To-Do After SPM No.1

2011-12-16T06:00:00.000-08:00

Yupp!:)
I did make a list of to-do's after SPM and proud to say that i have begun on it!:D
it's all jumbled up,but as i do it,it'll be arranged 1,2 ,3....

NO.1 :COOKING FOR FAMILY!

it sounds lame but you can never guess the pleasure it brought me by doing so!My mum have never let me cook because of the destruction i leave behind after cooking! but,i'll always play Hide n Seek and cook! XP but now? No more ''YOU THERE!DON'T YOU DARE ENTER THE KITCHEN!'' HAHA!:D

Initially,everyone was quite unsure whether OR not to eat my cooking.It was clear as water on their faces that they thought they would have to Live in the toilet * hypothetically stating* if they ate my cooking...BUT,after the FIRST BITE....i am proud to say they LOVED it! plus,no one had to live in the toilet as expected by them all! IN YOUR FACES! XP

though i didn't show it off,but i was shocked that they loved my cooking!especially my mum!geez! she'll never eat anybody else's food without complaining BUT she ate mine without making a face!:D OR maybe,she was just being a mom? :S

i did this the next day after SPM ended..but since i didn't have time to post this story up,i am doing so now!
:D

xoxx

Remembering SPM

2011-12-16T05:42:00.000-08:00

Sounds foolish,but i am gonna do that now! XP
the burden,though 70% have been lifted off my chest,but the other 30% is still around! geez! :/
gonna remove it NOW!haha!:D
soo,here we go;

Bahasa Malaysia: was awesomely done except for the bina ayat part whereby i didn't know SOME of the words stated there :(

English: What can i EVER say to english but I LOVE YOU? ♥

Sejarah: well,sej sort of pissed me off actually as well as made me laugh? dear government,what's with the simple Negaraku question?!!! but ThankYOU, ♥ you!

Moral: PIECE OF CAKE:) a very SWEET cake indeed!

Mathematics: it was suprisingly easy? just hope and pray i dont make any silly mistakes! :S that would've sucked!

Additional Mathematics: paper 1 was surviveable but paper 2....HOPEEEFULLY (again)

Physics: Paper 1,ok.Paper 2,manageable.Paper 3,UNLUCKY! D':

Biology: Paper 1,ok.Paper 2,sweet&sour, Paper 3,LUCKY! sounds like an A eh? XP

Chemistry: Paper 1,ok.Paper 2,ok.Paper 3,LUCKY! sounds like another good sign! :D

English For Science and Technology: what can i say but ANOTHER A+ ? ;D

confidence was not my virtue this time.but just hope i dont succumb into hell and bring the devil out of everyone around me,Amen!:)

xoxx

Finally Back Note 2

2011-12-16T00:53:00.000-08:00

Back once again with more excitement and who knows,maybe,controversies? LOL. sounds like some live talk show words. IT'S ACTUALLY! XP
Good to be back thou..been out of here for ages! I owe my blog ALOT!
SPM's over thus,no more stress,worries and unwanted time wastage on EDUCATIONAL books! :D
That's the plus side of the whole BYE SPM thing! but the down side is the fact that my urge to study is irrationally HIGH! this proves how demented i am! LOL.
Now, i am back to my paradise...oh yes,heaven!
I can wake up late.Get sick and not hyperventilate about the fact that i am sick.Go for outings.Gym.Swimming Lessons.Driving and LOTS MORE!
i am on cloud nine like DEFINITELY!♥

HAHA:D

Chapter 5: The Return Frm No Where

2011-11-18T00:03:00.001-08:00

well,

SPM's here...

and im suffering frm a wonderful cold...

and im loving life!:D

and;

to my babyy: I LOVE U! <3

xoxo

Chapter 5: Lost and Back AGAIN

2011-11-17T23:59:00.000-08:00

oh yeah,

life has been hard these past few weeks!

but,no worries,i am good at handling stress...so,WHY STRESS? LOL!

i keep MIA'ing from here that i feel so bad for my bloggiee baby!..i am sososososo sorry!:D

so many stuff have been happening,MAINLY...SPM!

afta so long of waiting,it's finally here! SPM!

afta so long of enjoyment and laughter is time to suffer...SPM!

all shit in life have been handle and i did my best in improving...now's completely up to them!

bm was superb,english was...like usually,MY LOVE! maths was simple but....Sejarah..oh well,sej was sej...usual crap and hardness and tough and completely RIDICULOUS! urgggh!:(

hate u sejarah!

plus,i have a flu! how cool is that? :P

well,enuf for now!:D

andd;

to my baby; I LOVE U!:) <3

xoxo

Update!

2011-08-25T03:18:00.000-07:00

HEY!

i created a new BLOG!:)

but i will still use this one as well as that!

and i think in that blog i can post WHATEVER I WANT!

my new blog;

http://livelovelifeyaya......

lol.wanna know go check out my Facebook!:)

hope to c u there as well!

♥

Chapter 4: Stalkers

2011-08-23T05:08:00.002-07:00

I love the fact that i have stalkers stalking my blog!

glad that they actually spend some pathetic time of theirs to check my blog and spread out the message to public!

well,wall may not have ears but human does!

FYI; i am human and words SPREADS!

anyways,

my peribahasa for the day;

Siapa Makan Cilli,Dia Yang Rasa Pedas

in my life i never mention names on my blog,if u terasa,TAT MEANS TAT U R GUILTY:)

it also means that wat i said is true annndd,

lol,u are wat i say:)

simple as ABC and 123...

xoxx

Chapter 4: Stalkers

2011-08-23T05:08:00.000-07:00

I love the fact that i have stalkers stalking my blog!

glad that they actually spend some pathetic time of theirs to check my blog and spread out the message to public!

well,wall may not have ears but human does!

FYI; i am human and words SPREADS!

anyways,

my peribahasa for the day;

Siapa Makan Cilli,Dia Yang Rasa Pedas

in my life i never mention names on my blog,if u terasa,TAT MEANS TAT U R GUILTY:)

it also means that wat i said is true annndd,

lol,u are wat i say:)

simple as ABC and 123...

xoxx

Chapter 3: I Love You

2011-08-18T00:48:00.000-07:00

i never lie to love,

i never doubt love,

and i never wish to treat love daintly,

the power of love is the greatest one,

the words of love affects your mind and soul,

and,

if or when you're in love,

express it or you'll succumb into your lane of sorrowness -yaya;)

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if i love someone,and have realised it,i will do my all to give the person happiness which no one else can ever present to him:)

and here (though i google translate it) is I LOVE YOU in as many languages i can translate it into:)

I LOVE YOU

AKU CINTA PADA MU

Mahal kita

আমি তোমায় ভালোবাসি

我爱你

Volim te

Ik hou van je

Jeg elsker dig

Ma armastan sind

Je t'aime

Ich liebe dich

હું તમને પ્રેમ

मैं तुम्हें प्यार करता हूँ

is breá liom tú

私はあなたを愛して

ಐ ಲವ್

난 널 사랑해

i te

دوستت دارم

eu te amo

Te iubesc

я тебя люблю

te quiero

Jag älskar dig

நான் உன்னை காதலிக்கிறேன்

ఐ లవ్ యు

ผมรักคุณ

seni seviyorum

tôi yêu bạn

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as i said,if i love someone,i'll give him my all,

though i know how impossible it is for u to accept my love,

but who cares?

the minute i express this all,

i feel free:)

trust me; I LOVE YOU <3

Is there school today?

2011-08-14T22:47:00.000-07:00

Oh sure!:)

there is.But guess wat? I FORGOT! :O

lol!

this is not the first time thouu.

i mean,i remembered that today's monday and the fact that i have school but.i woke up at 7.45am and was wondering why's the sky so bright and most importantly,why's the house so quiet? :S

it was then i realised OH SHIT I AM LATE! XP

but,my mum and granpa has alr left so,yeah...

NO SCHOOL TODAY!

well,atleast i did do something worth being proud at! :)

i finished my revision for add maths,phy and maths.(all Form4 chapters!)

OH SO VERY THE PROUD! :D

gonna watch hindi now,then sleep then gonna eat lunch,OR not,depending on wat my kakak cook! hopefully it's nice? ;/

because of this,i have TWO days off this week! today and wednesday! muahahaha! :P

damn,

SB ystrdy was, soo, awww~~~ HEHE:D

who are youu? :S idiot as i am,i am actually happy u came to the centre!;) eventhough u're a stranger?

tried finding u on fb but came to no avail.hopefully,one day i will great the braveness to ask u ur name!

but,

my god,ur smile turned my whole world downside UP!

it made me SOO HAPPY! LORD!

but y?

y smile??

watever wif that i am happy that atleast u still aknowledge me as me:)

xoxx

Chapter 2: Realisation

2011-08-14T03:07:00.000-07:00

okayy,sometimes i am just super confused between good and bad! :S

good can lead to bad consequences,

and,

bad can lead only to bad consequences.

UNDERSTOOD? ;/

i don't :(

but,watever wit that.

i am doing good.

if people dont realise that,i still have one person who does. GOD .

peoples interpretation and thinking,sometimes,just need to be edited or...repaired? so that it think's the right way,and allows them to react,the right way....

i sound so Professor-ish right? HEHE;P

well,i just found my old diary.like from standard 3.lol.

i totally forgot about the diary.

and instead of studying i was reading it!

and,i just rebuildt my some-lost memories of my younger days!

amazingly,i just lost myself and almost thought that i was 10 or 11 again!

those were the fun days thouu.appreciated God for granting me those days!

but i guess,because i enjoyed life back then,is the reason i am tested the hard way,now? :/

i guess so.

watever it is.i will accept watever that comes in my way!

i am strong and i know it!

i have the will and i realise it!

i have the heart and i feel it!

i have the passion and i hear it!

i have my inner senses and i follow it!

do u?:)

it's not my rights and question to answer.people should know the answer themselves.

laughing,crying,smiling is the same to me now.cause whether we cry or laugh or smile,it will lead to pain one way or another.

if we stay neutral?well,it's impossible,but even if we do,it will still lead to pain.

i guess thats why the first medicine scientist created was pain killers?because they knew how much human will need them.

people will say that love,LOVE can cure pain.

to me it's total bullshit.

love will cause u more pain in the end.

love will cause u the worst pain u can ever imagine.

love will destroy all happiness in the end.

thats love!

sometimes,i find happiness in studying.

lol.sounds so insane right?

but,there is happiness there.

especially if u r studying the subjects u love the most!

like for me; physics,add maths,maths,eng,est...they giv me happiness!:)

im trying not to laugh or smile.cause as i said,the consequence of that will be bad.

idiot as i am.i believe that now.

life these days is boring with the capital B!

technically and,practically,nothing exciting happens around me anymore.only the stupid lame old crap!

all in all,

i believe that by enduring these,

i have better times upcoming soon!:)

i believe that happiness will come seeking for me later if not sooner.

i believe that like the earth,our life is a circle.

every action has a reaction.

it's ur choice whether it's to be a good or bad reaction.

your action decides destiny's lane.

trust.believe.

those must never be gone no matter wat happens.

love.soulmate.

it exist.only time will show it all.

family.frens.

are the ones to run too for a shoulder to cry on.

xoxx

Sunday: Study Group

2011-08-07T02:51:00.000-07:00

i just realised how well study group helps me,even if it's just me and one other person!:)

well,i managed to memorise my nilai,thanks to the way my fren keep asking me to repeat again and again!

it makes the mouth tired,but worths a milion in the end!:D

studied bm,maths,add maths and gossiped and talked and ate lunch as well as my fav rice cracker!:D

well,some person even wrote us a "LOVE/ADMIRER" letter! lol!

must have one more again maybe coming sunday? ;P

not bad; i also realise that i can read my frens mind quite well!and also laugh and smile and say things at the same time!:D :D didnt realise it just now,but i did now! XP

this is wat i call a PERFECT SUNDAY!:D

AWESOME! <3

xoxx

Chapter 1: Happiness

2011-08-06T08:07:00.000-07:00

Well,

i've accepted that in life we go through stuffs and probs which makes us better then before:)

and,probs are the reason we are wiser then who we were before:)

and,problems are the reason we can decide between good and bad better:)

and,we shud actually thank probs:)

and we have to know that problems are always around the corner.We will sooner or later come to that corner and meet it and suffer.But,IT'S OUR CHOICE TO CHOOSE WHETHER OR NOT WE WANNA SUFFER and WHETHER OR NOT IT'S WORTH OUR SUFFERINGS IN THE END:)

and,as one book stated that,there are 3 rings we will accept in life.

1) Suffer-ring

2)Engagement-ring

3)Marriage-ring

and it also stated that,if we accept our Suffer-ring and it endure it by thinking of god and accepting it as faith and as a lesson in life,we will lead and receive a better life after that.Plus our engage and marriage-rings will be the epitome of it all:)

so,the last chapter of my past was my suffer-ring era.

now,as this post appears infront of u,it's the begining of my new chapter in life mainly called HAPPINESS:)

so,gone will the old and now with the new:)

i've learnt and became better than before:)

and i am,too, stronger than before:)

and i believe,there's a reason for why things happens in life:)

and i've accepted that:)

well,cant wait for trials to over mann!i've soo many things awaiting me!;) HEH!

well,im all smiles these days:) :) :)

see?

LOL!

xoxx

Zaman Kemerosotan!

2011-07-27T08:28:00.000-07:00

Now i know how those sultan sultan felt when their country went to bits!

i bet they felt super duper sad and could have gone insane too!

but then,

i can bet my life that they never knew that they will b in our history books!:P

and we have to suffer by studying bout their history which doesn't matter at all to me!

my lord i sooo damn hate sejarah! that and add maths is gonna b the subjects to ruin my spm result slip! hafta improve!oh yeahh yaya! u can do it! YES oooooohhhhhh YESSS!;D

damn i think i am going insane like those sultans!

imagine myself as a sultan! haha! it wont b zaman kemerosotan! it'll b a zaman ke-mampusan! LOL!but it'll be more interesting!;)

anyhooooooo! my face is burning like hell fires! OMG! i dont wanna take medicine and destroy my liver but haiz...

oh well,if my Mr.Perfect cant accept me the way i am,then,TOO BAD FOR YA!

i have nthg to lose! haha!

lol!

i think i am the only one on bloggie woggie!othrs are dead!

well,

i've been studying like hell!so i guess i deserve this short break:)

well,me timetable goes like this:

7.30am to 1.10pm :school

1.10pm to 2.00pm : lunch time!:D

2.00pm to 3.00pm : before tuition study

3.00pm to 4.00pm : get on the damned bus to go for tuition

4.00pm to 6.45pm : tuition! (EVERYDAY! except sat&sun)

6.45pm to 8.00pm :dinner/relaxing

8.00pm to 12.00am : finish homework+own exercises+tuition hw+on9

12.00am to 3.00am : study!

3.00am to 3.30am : supper

3.30am to 6.30am : sleep

6.30am : WAKEYY WAKEEY! time for SKUL!

well,horrible right?imma having eyebags like never before! :O

hopefully it all pays of in the end!:)

as wat ppl always say ; DO UR BEST,AND GOD WIL DO THE REST!:)

haiz.problems.

tats never far from my eyesight!:(

but who cares about ***is* peeps who behaves like **c**s and have no self respect and maruah?

LAUGH AT UR FACE MAN!

u are making yourself some bloody fools!

lastly,

there is just;

109 DAYS TO SPM!

hehe:)

xoxo

Sports Day 2011! theme: 1 Malaysia!

2011-07-15T06:03:00.000-07:00

well,yeah it was sports day today!:P

and it was SMASHINGG!:D

i gotta GOLD for tarik tali!

Plus, YUGA got Olahragawati 2011 and Olahragawati P1 as well as, 4 or 5 golds and ONLY 1 silver! isnt that amazingg? like simply smasshhing?! :P

the only negativity of the day was the rain! it started raining that i didnt even dare to bring out Yuga's camera to take photographs! geez!

but other than that it was SmaSHing! haha!

After sports day, i went karaoke @Red Box,Sunway Pyramid!:)

i've always seen these Red Boxes but never entered but not today!

i have to say that i had fun singing with sukie,kahLai and szeTeng! LOL! and screaming and shouting at times! we manage to go to sunwayP witout any trouble thanks to szeTengs boyfiee!

*loved it for he was driving fast! XD *

i will go karaoke once again! i dont care,i will! i am still singing in my head right now! HAHA! thats how addictive karaoke is!

and the way sukie sang was soo FEELING! i could actually feel the sadness and passion when she sang those chinese songs eventhough i could'nt understnd them!:)

hehe! this years sports day is the best i've ever had!:D gonna miss the moments soo muchh! but it will be cherished at my memory bank so that i can tell my children and grandchildren and also my greatgrandchildren and all the othrs afta that!

MUAAAXXX! Love u sports day 2011!:)

yayaa:)

Life's Weird,Dont You Agree?

2011-07-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

Oh yeahh,

life's totally weird!

totally,completely out of the world...WEIRD!

it's full of weirdo's,idiots,bastards,back-stabbers,betrayers and untrustable people!

F*** lahh! :(

it's just soo depressing when you come to know about people like those mentioned above!

KICK THEM TO THE DEEPEST PIT IN HELL MAN!

may rats gnaw their eyes out of their sockets!

F***er!

OMG,

luckyly i have a few frens tat i can trust.

One in particular,is the one i trust the most!

some people,they may have pretty faces and sweet faces and sweet way of talking and luring u to like them,

but once u get to know,

thats when u know the devil within them as well!

DAMN IT!

i hate people of this sort!

especially the ones that uses different languages to curse and call bad names...

why do that???

there's only one damned answer

*drum rollss!*

U ARE A DAMNED COWARD!

SHUT UP LAHH! and RUN INTO UR MOUSE HOLE LAHH SOH PO!

SI FATT LONG! EREME SANNI! SHITFACE!

hateeeee u!

F*********CKK u!

SHHHHHIIIIT U!

get lost from my sight mann!

have u no pride? ; ofcuz u dont!

have u no shame? ; ofcuz u dont!

so,JUST SHUUUUT-UP!

geddit?

i am sick of ur gedik-ness! sooo,just get losst!

GO DIE!

no wonder u are a ***B*** !

No ***s want u is it f**ker?

PITY U!

so, u damned SOH PO!!

Just get lost ok?

geddit?

thank you!

BYE!

Tomorrow!

2011-07-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

HI!:)

tomorrow is sports day!:D

i may have lost in lempar cakera and lontar peluru but i will not let myself loose again

tomorrow in tarik tali!

i am gonna pull the strength out of me like all hell have broke loose! HAHA! in your faces Assunta! :P

i am so mean right? XP

i dont know what to expect of tomorrow,

so,i am just gonna leave everything to the hands of god and go with the flow!:)

as what my friend says,we should always trust ourselves,

therefore i am gonna trust myself and my most trust able friend and go with the flow!

hope nothing bad happens thou! :/

i wish happiness for two people who might or might not meet tmr,

hopefully by meeting each other,u will be happier and get to know each other better,

HOPEFULLY! ;)

i am ALWAYS praying for your happiness!:)

FINALLY,

i hope hermine wins for tarik tali and gets at least 2nd place which means we r getting closer to NO.1 ONCE AGAIN!:DDD

i am do my best,best,best,BEST tomorrow just for hermine!:)

ANDA CERMERLANG,HERMINE MENANG! <3 <3 <3

;Yayaa:)

There's gonna be one less lonely me

2011-07-11T07:13:00.001-07:00

Babyy,

believe this or not,

despite all you have done to me,

i still love youu!

but i swear!

i will,get a better guy sooner or later and make u regret your decision!

<3 yaya:(

National Service! :O

2011-07-11T07:09:00.000-07:00

sometimes my fate in life is just toooo good to be true!
GUESS WAT?
I GOT INTO NATIONAL SERVICE MAN!
u heard me?want me to repeat?
if u do! i am gonna smack u hard n nicee!
DAMNN!
i dont wanna go!
but,
since i have a few frens who r going,i dont mind going too...
but hopefully,we will be at the same place at the same time...
GOD! pls fulfill this lone wish of mine!
i know u love me rightt?
so pls yeah?
THANK YOUUU! :P

p/s; i think the government is super lame and ineffiecient! i mean wat idiotic traffic jam are they talking about! F*** lahh! cant even check whether or not we got through NS or not?! WTH lahh! government,please improve ur service or i bet with in a year u will loose 1 million citizen for sure! MUAHAHA! including ME! MUAHAHAHAHA! :P

<3 yaya;)

LOVESSS! <3

Complications! :(

2011-07-10T23:35:00.000-07:00

as i sit here and think about the past,i hafta say that life's full of complications hence my title is i think most suitable for this post...
everyday,as we grow older,people say we become wiser and smarter in making decisions but in my point of view that is dead wrong....
people become confuse as they grow older.or so,thats what i feel.
even i myself is confuse about right and wrongs in life...

friendship is another weird thing...
have u ever had a fren which is sooo close to u,and with no reason nor rhyme,that person suddenly dun waanna talk to u???have u?
i had,recently....and it felt so wrong.
i love expressing myself to her.
she was the place i let go of all my sorrows and problems which i couldnt take it alone no longer...
im never the type who likes to cry and complain like a baby.
but when the problem becomes to much for one to handle,i bet even u yourdelf will go to someone to ask for help and to be made a shoulder to cry on righht?
thats wat i did...
and now she is not there for me to shed my tears too,
and she is not there for me to share my joy with,
she is not there for me to say sorry for watever wrong i did.
Friendship's weird.Thats my conclusion

geezz!

2011-03-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

now that exam is over,
i guess that life's back to normal!
ANNOYINGLY NORMAL! urgghh!

exam results were a piece of shit...
homework! the whole heap is as big as my Mount Kinabalu in my dreams!

Have to thank god that i got a job to look foward to everyday after school!;D
Happiness! LAWL!

Library is not a bad place to let go of my stress!;)
alot of eye candy...

Gingerman helps alot too!;P
haha! the name suites u sooo well gingerman!
ur damn freaking awesome!:D

ICC this sat is gonna be the best thingg ever since begining of the year excluding the outingg!XD

i didnt know i could play bowlingg that well...
i think it was just sheer luck!:P

assignments also gila banyak! HAIHH!
can die!

bencii larhh!
AND TMRW GOT PHOTOSHOOT! hehe:D
my last photoshoot for the school mag!
gonna make the best out of it!
IDC!
i WILL!
HAHA!

im glad that i have re-awaken my blogg...
it feels soo good to be able to express my feeling this way!;)

HEEEEEE!

Work;QPA

2011-03-26T22:27:00.000-07:00

oh yess,
i am! i am WORKINGG!

thanks to KahLai,
i got this job at a survey/research company called QPA (Quality Ppl Asia)!
LOL!
my first job...
quite a good experience...

its been approximately 2 weeks since i started work...
and the pay is Rm6/hour!
its just wonderful!

and three of us was placed under a guy/boss and is sooo sweet!
he is just soo,i just dont know how to explain,but i guess the best word at the moment is just WOW!

LOL!
i have always been afraid of working in a office.
i was afraid of those woman who is ur supervisor and they are so shittingly scary!
haha...
and i was under a Guy who is Quite cute...
oh well,
i THANK GOD for that!

i gained quite alot of experience working here...
we did editing....
we did data entry...
and the one i loved the most was the recalls!
HAHA!
there one name, TAMAN OCTAVIAN!,BAIBEE, lol...
so cute!!
i would do recalls all the time if they allowed me to do so...

and also,
through the recalls,
i have learnt to actually be polite-er on the phone...
well,i wasnt rude,
but i always follow my feelings.
if i was angry,hahaa...
you wont recognise me then!

when school started,
Since pretty much all my results dropped especially moral and sej,
my parents didnt allow me to work..
then,they changed their mind
THANK GOD!
they said i could work for maximum only 2hours30mins per day...
except on tues,wed,thurs whereby i can work until tuition start,
but NO working on fridays...

i am quite pleased with that! HAHA!
but then,
i am the only one who is working,the others have stopped completely...sooo sad!:'(

i will help as much as possible,
then,
i will take a BREAK and concentrate on studies...
and if possible i will come back!

ThankYou QPA:)

2011!(:

2011-03-26T22:07:00.000-07:00

im like soo desperate in order to update my blogg...
ITS SOOO DEAD!
OMGG!
well its 2011 and guess what?
I HAVE A F'ing SPM TO SIT FOR!

Well,spm marks the end of my secondary school life that i have been waiting for!
i love college...
I JUST WANNA GET OUT OF MALAYSIA AND STUDY OVER-THE-SEA!
geddit?
HAHA!

atleast,my height will not be some special effect there...
peeps there are wayyyy taller than i am!
AHAHA!
its a good point tho that im tall...
its shows a few things!

i am also lucky there's guys who are taller than me in M'sia...
HAHA!
but most of the guyss are not!
sooo SAD!

I am still growing mind u that!
GOSHH!
i just wanna STOP growingg...

im 17 this year btw...
sweet 16 is over...
haha...
gonna be 20 in just a few more years...

its already march,or rather,the end of march...
thats how fast time runs...
can win olympic medal already!
haha...

LOL! im seriously in a big shit at the moment...
dealing with soo many things!

OMGG!
i just wish that time will pause for just a few minute for me to catch my breath! its just soo fustrating...
Annoying too...

i just keep thinkingg...
Why is everything WAYY faster than me nowadays?
cant they slow down?!
OMGG!

1,2,3...

2011-03-26T21:59:00.000-07:00

Lots of stuffs goes on in life eh?
in mine,LOTS MORE happens!
geez,
sometimes i wonder,
why were we born,if we were just to get hurt by others again and again?
being strong is my best.
being weak is what im begining to be...
i am afraid...
i am afraid of tomorrow...
im afraid because i DONT KNOW whats gonna happen!
will it hurt me again?
I thank god everynight if the day goes by well...
and usual it does...
its u who spoils the whole damn amazing day...
its you who messed up my past...
its you who makes me cautious in my present...
its you who is making me afraid of my future...
wat am i to do?
i do my all to forget you...
but,u?
u keeping knocking back into my head every way possible...
through every calls,sms's...
Shit!
thats what you r...
a huge big smelly piece of shit!
GET LOST with you bitch...
you think i care?
you think i mind?
I DONT!
meeting u every sunday is like hell for me now...
i depise sunday!
i would love to sleep the whole day,and when i wake up...its MONDAY!
talking,thinking and even writing about you makes me wonder why do u even exist in my life?
LOL!it was my fault obviously...
for liking u...
for admiring u...
at FIRST sight!
First impression,as i realised now,is sooo dangerous!
thanks to you...
i have learnt a few important lessons in life...
Life is,or most of the time,not the way we expect it to be...
there's never a happily ever after in life except in a fairytale!
and life's is not,definitely not a fairytale!
there is nvr a dream or wish come true...
we,as a tiny vulnerable human being,can just continue wishing and hopingg...
or rather,we can just continue dreamingg...
living a dream in a dream...
thats what i do nowadays...
its beautiful compared to life...
SHIT!
i gotta stop thinking bout you!
My only lone wish is to have u to STOP updating me about ur life now with ur bitch....i dont give a damn man...I DONT!
Just Stop Hurting ME!

The Awakeningg!XD

2011-03-26T21:44:00.000-07:00

YO PEEPS!

IM BACK!

BLOG NO MORE DEAD!

YACINTHA'S AWAKE!

EVERYBODY CLAPP!:D

Today C;

2010-10-10T21:18:00.000-07:00

today was soo damn BORING!

i did nothing...

i woke up at 12p.m

i mandi...

ate breakfast which was maggie goreng

*i make one!

and now im gonna go tuition!

haiihhh!

EXAMM!!!

Random xD

2010-10-09T23:25:00.000-07:00

i know this is gonna sound damn random,

but,

i need a COKE,

i need a BURGER,

i need FRIES,

i need BANANA,

i need APPLE TART,

i need a TIRAMISU CAKE,

i need CHERRIES,

i need a MOVIE,

i need a PILLOW,

i need a MAGGIE CUP,

i need a STORY BOOK,

i need TAYLOR LAUTNER a.k.a JACOB BLACK,

i need MATT LANTER a.k.a EDWARD SULLEN,

i need DAVID ARCHULETA,

i need SWIMMING POOL,

i need my PHONE,

i need my WALKMAN,

i need my IPOD,

i need FACEBOOK,

i need YOUTUBE,

i need TWITTER,

i need BLOG,

well yeah,thats is all,

i guess...

Dumb Me :(

2010-10-09T23:18:00.000-07:00

guess wat?
exam is like round the corner,
BUT!
i am still so damn bloody active on facebook and blog!
stupid right?
i feel sooo irresponsible!
but it i dont go facebooking on blogging even for one day...
i'll feel so damn weird!like very weird!
is like im not doing something im supposed to do....
haihh...
its one of my bad habits and i think i'll never to be able to break it until i find someone who can break this awesome bad habit of mine.
i'll love that person until forever!
I SWEAR! xD

examexamexam

i am gonna die!
*terms and condition applied

Happy :D a.k.a Sad D:

2010-10-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

i just realised that in life,
you wont get happiness without the help of sadness,
and,
you dont get sadness without happiness....

amazing isnt it? its like getting a thing that makes you soo happy like;

a BOYFRIEND!
you love him lots and LOTS and LOTS!
happiness isnt it?

then?...
KABBOOOMMM!
break up!!
sadness isnt it?

you see?

another episod...

you want a new laptop,..
your parents dont allow,...
you cry!
sadness isnt it?
your parents pity you,
and gives you your laptop!
happiness isnt it?

but things like getting new things isnt so bad as when you lose something you love so badly...
something that even though it can be replaced,it wont feel the same...

i mean,YOU TELL ME,..
is your feelings with your first boyfriend,the same with your second?

NO right?
if you say yes,..then maybe you are something that i also dunno xD

haihh...
whateverlaaaa....

bf is something that comes and goes...
HUSBAND is something you have to really be sad for if he leaves you...

HAPPY,SMILE:D

xoxoC;

Akwardness:O

2010-10-08T23:44:00.000-07:00

Some people are just plain weirdo...
dont you think so?
they dont know us but they actually talk/comment/wave at us?
OMG!
what has the people of today come to?!
are they mad?
or
are they trying to get attention?
if its because of attention,...
trust me YOU WONT GET ANY!!!

i went to Mid with my mum yesterday,i was waiting outside of Roxy for my mum,..
then this guy was passing me,WAVED,SMILED and said HELLO to me!!
*i have to add though,he was pretty HOT xD*
but,wat do you expect me to do? i just hello and yeah he walked off after that...

wasnt that weird?
to me it was!

eeeeee! maybe he is trying to be the polite,1 Malaysia sort of dude,
say HELLO to EVERYONE he sees..
i mean,you may never know what's on his mine right?
i am no EDWARD CULLEN to be able to read peoples mind...
i bet,no one in the world can except for GOD;D

haih,
whatever laa...
this sort of things also happens on FACEBOOK!
i know its normal,...
but it still leaves an impact on me!
it makes me think of the word W.E.I.R.D

some of them even says I LOVE YOU!

i know its awesome right?
if its a guy u know n memang wanna date,...
ILL BE JUMPING WITH JOY! ;D
but if its some person whom you dont know anything about....
:S
i dont think soooo!!!

SORRY!!ewww!

maybe they are just soo damn desperate for girls that they actually do all that.
WHO KNOWS?

im sick of this type of people!
they make me real SICK!

YUCKKS!!
u know what?
I DONT CARE ANYMORE! XD

Simple solution! XD
soooo proud of myself! HEEEE:D

im starting to feel that the word I DONT CARE or WHATEVER is a brilliant/superb/awesome word!
dont you think so??? ;P

haiyooo...my fingers damn painful laaa...
i think enough writing for now xD
all because of tuition laaa! damn banyak work but also DAMN BANYAK LAUGHING! xD

tuition on sat&sun is awesome with people ike audrey,diana,lav ,*a dude that i dont know what is his name(SORRY;D) and sab!
last time,
it was just me and aaina...
but yeah,now she goes for andrews i think,
me not so sure!
but i think so,..
OH YEAH!
one more person,
PAVITRA! :D

furthermore,
we have an AWESOME TEACHER!!
damn cool laa he!

TTC tuition n mondays is pretty awesome as well!.
i mean its like
bio: me,hiew kwan,aiswary(i hope its correct spelling!),and 2 chinese dude.
physics: me,hiew kwan,some weird girl,some weird dude,and 2+1 chinese guys
Chem: " same as for physics"

its a good thing i have hiew kwan:)
but yeah,the teachers at ttc is damn to the cool man!
they dont treat you like a CHILD!
damn awesome!

hehe;D
i better shut up! hehe:D

xoxoC;

Wonderful Holidays;D

2010-10-08T06:31:00.001-07:00

I LOVE HOLIDAYS!ITS THE BEST! :)

Must Watch Movie;D

2010-10-07T00:36:00.000-07:00

ALPHA and OMEGA 3D

trust me,

if you dont watch this,...

you will regret!

it's awesome!:D

Party TimeC;

2010-10-06T23:55:00.000-07:00

heyylooo:D
its holidays man!!
eventhough i gotta study like shit...
its still HOLIDAY!!!
thanks to all form3s we get HOLIDAYS! <3 u all!

okayy,...
i attended pin xian's bbq party a.k.a Class party for 4A1
im not in that class but,heee..
yacintha wat..suka menyibuk! xD

lookiee at some of the beautiful pickkyys that esma took...
p/s;i stole it from facebook ;D

i seriously didnt know what i was doingC;

from left; yuga's bro,yuga,me,sukie,fasha&natasha:D

there is lagi damn freaking banyak pickkyys u can go check it out at my facebook or better still esma...

cuz she took all the photos mahh!

eventhough i didnt get to eat bcuz i had 2 go home early cuz my stupid uncle came down from Australia...

i enjoyed the many best times of the party eventhough i dont belong in that class,..

and i have to say,

they are awesome people!

no jokes...

i am serious!

xoxoC;

winkyy winks

2010-10-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

Holidays are here man!
YAY! its like omgg!
its finally here! c;
I LOVE HOLIDAYS LIKE HELL MAN!
best time of the year!
today at tuition,
i ignore ***
man,...it wasnt easy,but i still ignored ***

i think what Audrey said is true,
we should be out of this thingg...
I too,have a feeling it is gonna be a big issue soon...
but i dunno how soon laa... XD

and i dont want to be part of it...
i feel that this whole rubbish is sooo childish and stupid...
and for all you know,
the ending,...
might be a stupid one as well!
only god knows that one...
we as some tiny and sometimes stupid humans,...
should just pray for the best and good things...

my dad always says;
"do good and good will come back.do evil?evil will come back"

and i think that is sooo damn bloody true to the core man!
i mean i am not saying this blindly...
i have seen proves of his words...
therefore,
we have to do good!

if we do evil and bad deeds...
DO YOU THINK GOD WILL HELP US?
if i were god...
i WOULDNT!
i definitely wouldnt help people who themselves asked for trouble....

if you are that sort of evil person and full of hatefull ness for others...
GOD will hate you much more than how much you hate the other person....

we as humans have our limits...
i think,and believe that god have theirs too...
soo,...
we should be careful to never ever cross gods limit...
thats the worst thing a human can ever do!

hence,
we shouldnt hate others....
if we are not pleased with someone,
the best thing is to ignore that person....
do not swear or curse or call them some swear words...
because,
those words will come back to you one day...

life is a circle...
remember thats...
what you do now,will come back to you later...
sooner or later...
it will...
you do good;good will come back
you do evil;evil will come back

SO,
isnt it safer to choose goodness?
to ensure that we lead on a good life later?
i mean,
who knows what is gonna happen to us tomorrow?or the day after tomorrow?
we dont know...NONE of us knows...
only GOD knows....
As life passes by...
we learn new things,..
new things that can either change us for the good,
or for the bad...
think before you choose...
do not regret after you choose...

Even if you regret right...
what can you do?
what is done,..is done!
try to make better,...
do not and never try to make it worst...

example,
if cut someone with a knife andits bleeding like shit...
what can you do?
you cant go back in time and not cut that person right?
so you bring him/her to the clinic/hospital...
they will sew it up...
but,
even when it is long cured...
wouldnt it leave a scar?

see what i mean?
what is done is done,...
dont regret...
you cant remove it...
but you can make it better...
eventhough that person will always remember what you did,like the scar...
they wont behave badly towards you,cause they know you atleast tried to make it better...

MAN! i am saying this during HOLIDAY?!
what am i thinking...
OMGG!
i need to entertain myself...

xoxoC;

Smileess!

2010-09-30T01:41:00.000-07:00

OMGOMGOMGOOOOOOMMMMMGGGGG!!!
GUESS WHAT?

HOLIDAYS IS DAMN BLOODY CLOSE MAN!
CANT WAIT FOR IT! ;D

the only reason why i am gonna hate this holidays is;
DAMN BANYAK HOMEWORKLAAA!! D:

haihh..,
maths,add maths and chemistry got damn banyak homework...
hopefully,
only a 'HOPEFULLY',
got no other homework.

anywayss,
homeworks or not!
i am gonna enjoy this holidayss!
i have Pin Xian's class party to look forward too for a start...
then movies,music,sleep...
OMGG!
now that is wat i call HEAVEN!

C:

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! ;D

and to all form3 friends of mine;

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PMR!!
I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!!
BELIEVE IT!
YOU CAN!

xoxoC;

The Time Of Our Life Is Back

2010-09-29T02:09:00.000-07:00

Hey all you pwerrttyy little people,
C;

guesse what is coming soon in just 2 days,..?
HOLIDAYS! yeah man!
hope you all enjoy your holidays!

xoxoc;

Love.Live.Life

2010-09-29T01:29:00.000-07:00

life has a weird way of moving...
we,as ordinary humans,can only move foward right?
we cant go back to the past and change what we did wrong,or do something we were supposed to do but didnt do so.
if only we can go back in time,..
if only we can know the future,..
but,
those 'if onlys' will always remain as 'if only...'

Love is Damn Bloody Fuckingly Blind!
and that is a consure thing...
BUT,
shouldnt there be a limit?
i mean,dont tell me a 15 year old boy,has a Bloody Love Blind Issue and falls in love with a 32year old WOMAN?
CAN'T YOU SEE THE INPRACTICAL THOUGHTS OR VISSION BEHIND THAT?
I mean,both of them are like 17YEARS APART?
for goodness sake!!!
17YEARS MAN!! not 17MONTHS/WEEKS...
YEARSS!!

but you know what my dear boy?
THEY DONT CARE! THEY DONT GIVE A DAMN! THEY CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU MY DEAR BOY! THEY CAN!!!
and,
'they' is A n A
soooo,yeah it does not include S
okayy?

you can love her forever n never ever EVER tear her apart and make her cry!
you can keep her forever n never ever LET HER GO!
you can keep her forever n never ever DO ANYTHING STUPID EVER AGAIN!

im just sooo damn bloody SICK hearing this stories which DOUBLE UPS my SICKNESS TOWARD GUYS/GIRLS LIKE YOU!!!

and trust me,

i can bitch when i want too...
soo,
dont tempt me to do so,cause when i hate somebody,bad/shity/fucking/dirty words can come out from the person within my smiley/happy/serene/cute persona!

trust ME!

it can and might or even WILL HAPPEN for all you know...

urghhhh!!!
i am damn fucking pissed right now!!!
sooo i'll stop here before words that i shouldnt mention...comes out!

BEWARE!;
I CAN BE A GOOD FRIEND,BUT A BADD ENEMY!

~~xoxoC;~~

You Know Who You Are C: Read this and Think

2010-09-25T23:13:00.000-07:00

What i am about to write is something i saw happening and i've experienced it before:D
its not really painful but it still stings the ones who undergoes this sooo called life process XD
sooo yeah! i am not gonna mentioned names because i am not sure whether im allowed to or not,sooo in order to not cause any heat!,im not gonna mention.
BUT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE C;

Look,
Love right,can be confusing but fun :) rightt?
even i agree,..
soo yeah,
You as some hot/beautiful/handsome/ugly/thin/fat/sexy or whatever,
can fall in love with whoever you want,
not caring for that persons age,beauty or any other shit!
BUT,
it is important to know how much you mean to that person AND how much that person means to you.
dont play some stupid LOVE GAME!
be bf and gf for a few months then,...
ITS OVER!
for the person who asks for the break up crap is fine laaa he/she can be happy and carry on with life,
BUT,
what about the other person?
what if he/she really loves you,and cares for you?
wouldnt she feel like the world has ended?
she will feel that way for sure!
i can CONSURE you that!

thats one part of love.

the other is imagine you know this someone,
you know him/her like super duper well,
no secrets between you both,
BUT,
without realising it,
you might be in love with him/her,
right?it happens right?
and because you dont know that,
what do you do?
find other girls/boys to love...
isnt that stupid?
the best,most suitable,most understanding person is infront of you,
BUT STILL!...
you look for others.
others whom i think wouldnt stick with you for long!
others whom i think will dump you in a few weeks/months!

Love can be blind!

therefore,YOU have to realise love,
You dont have to find love,
Love is there,
The person you Love is ALWAYS infront of your eyes,
but,
that person will just fly by your eyes without you knowing it.
rightt?

THEREFORE,
please!as a third person who is involved and have watched,and heard from both sides and understood thinggs (and older ;D )
You both are meant to be together.
i know it!
i can see it!
you know and even you said she understands you best!
right?
and the girls cares for you like shit until she is willing to help you change to be who you were or who you supposed to be.
YOU LOVE HER!!
SHE LOVES YOU!!
so tell me what you waiting for??

GO FOR A DATE!!
AGREE and ACCEPT her/him to be part of your LIFE!

trust me,
you both will be together for a super duper long time,
YEARS!

and who knows,maybe you both will even get married someday and have children and i can be their AUNTY! C:

and all in all,
i'll be happiest person on earth for both of you!

think about it,
dont do things and say things in a rush...
okayys?
Please?

i dont want to see either of you crying,
if its tear of joy,then i dont mindlaaa,
but not and never sadness!

UNDERSTAND?!

think! :)
i know you know who to choose and how to judge yourself and the other person.
C;

xoxoC:

p/s;if you both pair up,i'll for sure be the happiest person on earth,

TRUST ME! :)

omgg:O

2010-09-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE!!!

EXAM IS COMING!

RUN FOR YOUR LIFEEE!!

BloggC:

2010-09-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

Trust me,
without blog,
i'll go MAD!!
i just realised how much i actually love blogging! C;
its just sooo much fun,
writing whats on your mind,what you feel,what you think...

dont you think so?

:D believe me,it is fun!

xoxoC:

Winks

2010-09-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

Life is weird isn't it?
People you dont know,will suddenly say ILOVEYOU on Facebook,
urghh!!
WEIRD WEIRD!

they should have schools for the weirds.
only then human will stop being weird.

i know this post is super random,
but it came into my mind a few minutes ago,
i guess there is no harm in putting it up rightt? ;D

till next,
<3
byessC:

Holidays:)

2010-09-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

you know people:D
holidays is the best of the best!
without holidays is like shit...
school is also damn fun.with all the talking,shouting,screaming that we do all the time C: is the BEST!
Well,
this holidays i practically eat,drink and swim! ;P

see some of this picckyys;

Audrey was SEXY;D

Dian&Govind n me:)

*winks*

some stupid buffalo pig guard which annoyed the hell out of us!

well 'us' meaning audrey and diana :D

THERE WAS ALSO THE OPEN HOUSE:)

see the pictures;D

legs from left: mine's,audrey's and govind's XD

Hollow Musical Man&the gang;P

Audrey trying to do some cheer thinggy.pity govind n diana ;0

omgg,i just realised that govind's muscle is visible:D

Hollow Gila Dude/Man/Boy

music+guitar=diana c:

seriously govind! no better work ar?

Govind's favourite: BUMS!

Hollow Killer Dude attacks!victim:Diana (she looks like she is shit'ing)

Hollow Killer Dude attacks again!victime: ME!:)

Hollow Killer Dude Gone WIld Kills A Girl While She Eats! XD

Hollow Killer Dude attacks!victim:Diana,again!? (she looks on with her 'wth' look)

soooo...

YEAH!

that was me holidays!! ;D

atleast better than doing nothing rightt?? ;P

will update me bloggywoggy again later.when i fell like i wanna do it! C:

till then,

xoxo

byeC:

NOT DEAD:)

2010-09-03T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hey!!
guess wert? IM ALIVE!! :)
well yeah im still here!im still awake on blogg...not yet dead [not yet xD]
Lots of stuffs have been happening both sad n okayy n good n superb...
damn bloody banyak rite?
haih...
LIFE...wat did you expect life to be?FUN ALL THE WAY??
if its that! people will be all smiles n laughing n therefore,there wont be any mental hospitals around rite??
HAHA!
well yeah...
btw,i just found hayley williams' twitter page...
here name is yelyah n i just noticed itsterbalik of HAYLEY . YELYAH:)

LOL!
im just gonna stop putting those music music thinggyy after each post because im sooo lazy!
btw,
that day in biology...Pn Rose showed us a picture which showed two fingers n a ciggarette in between them...it practically looks like legs and dick,penis wateverlaa!
it quotes "YOU THINK WITH YOUR PENIS,YOUR PENIS TELLS YOU NOT TO THINK!"

i've got practically nothing to say...
so FRANKLY please go watch VAMPIRES SUCK,PIRANHA,STEP UP 3D.
because FRANKLY....THEY ROCK!

sooo FRANKLY...pls watch them
and now FRANKLY SAYING...my mine is FRANKLY empty....
thus,FRANKLY i have nothing to say...
Threfore, FRANKLY...i think i'll FRANKLY end here FRANKlY now...

Byeesss!!:)

p/s: i love the word FRANKLY:)

Movie of the Month ;D

2010-06-19T21:19:00.000-07:00

MY MOVIE OF THE MONTH;

THE KARATE KID:D

Lets do it partner! xD

ouchh!!

Go!! u must do it!!

howw sweett!!

'and we're headed for a heart heart heartbreak,

and i dont ever ever wanna hear you say,

dont say u love me, dont even

dont say you love me, you're leaving,

headed for a heart heart heartbreak,

i'm gonna turn around and walk away

dont say you love me, dont even,

dont say you love me, you're leaving..'

BOYS LIKE GIRLS , HEART HEART HEARTBREAK

Holidays:D

2010-06-19T21:01:00.000-07:00

Heyy:D

well this holidays is just d kind of holiday that i lovee!! xD [true okayy..]
since my blog is like going to mati like my old blog...im just gonna blab about my hols 8D

1. the RETREAT:)

well i took some photos but since my usb mampus dyy soo i cnt put anything up..HEHExD
it was really2 fun..i seriously enjoyed it..but i wish it was longer though:)
the part i enjoyed the most was...in the night...u guys was just sooo funneyyh!!

2. MOVIES:)
well,the first movie i went too watch since the holiday started was SHREK FOREVER AFTER:) loved it!
then THE KARATE KID:) which was funny but touching...cute n adorable..OMGG!! u haffta watch it ur own too know how cool it is..kayyss???:D
KILLERS:) is next which is awesome in a stupid wayy...
SEX AND THE CITY 2:) was yang paling paling awesome...the thing i love which is in common for Carrie.Samantha.Charlotte.Miranda is their shoes...simply amazing better than Pn R Wongss..

3. was THE SLEEPOVER Previnaa had at my house:D
first one was the night before the retreat which was sooo short but we look awesome LOTSS of photos..HEHE
second one was last week for 3days2nights...the whole thing was just sooo nice n funneyyh!!:))
the best part of it was tearing up her t-shirt n watching THE KARATE KID:)

well yeahh..that was my holss...
LOVED IT!! xD

'cause i'm a gypsy are you coming with me?
i might steal your clothes and wear them if they fit me.
i never made agreements just lke a gypsy.
and i wont back down cause life's already bit me.
and i wont cry i'm too young to die if you're gonna quit me.
cause im a gypsy,cause im a gypsy...'
SHAKIRA , GYPSY

crawling awayy

2010-06-04T07:05:00.000-07:00

this is gonna be the shortest one evert!!!!

im going for a campp!!!

byeeeee
love u all!!!

'everybody sees its you,
im the one who lost the view,
everybody says we're through,
i hope you havnt said it too,
so where do we go from here,
with all this fears in our eyes,
and where can love take us now,
we've been so far down,
we can still touch the skyy....."
Chris Brown , crawl

Must Be Hopeful:))

2010-05-19T07:49:00.000-07:00

heyy :))

well i am gonna promise that from now onwards,

i will not abandon my blogg...

<3 u blogg!!!

kayyss...

UPDATESS!!

i went makan2 wif Julia Kong,

but,

the sad thing was we were OUT OF MONEHH(money) xD

sooo,

we makan in mamak shop,

n did window shopping nihh!!! :((

sooo yeah...

Maggi is her fav since i started going out wif her...(urghh!!!)

me?

ofcoz larr tukartukar...xD

this time...i ate..

NASI GORENG AYAM(sedapp!!yumm!)

sooo yeah...

urmm well exam is coming*gulpss*

wish me LUCK!!

coz...

i really need it...

BADLY!!

omgg!!!...

well...thats it..

for now+.=

HEEEE!!! :D

byeee.... :))

'im not myself tonight,

tonight im not the same,

girl same girl,

im not myself tonight,

tonight im not the,

same girl same,

girl,

in the morning when i wake up,

i'll go back to the girl i used to be,

but baby not tonight...'

Christina Aquilera , Not Myself Tonight

LATEST HIT:))

2010-05-15T07:09:00.000-07:00

can u guess wat everyone is busy doin???

if u tot of a line tat goes like...

"studyin for exam?"

u are sooo bloody right!

im sooo damn bloody afraid of this coming exam...

*FREAKING OUT!!*

bio,phy,chem...ADD MATHS!!!

TORTURE!!!!

must study like SHIT!!!

im now gonna type out a conversation that is going on IN MY HEAD;

brain: YACINTHA...go studyy...

me: don wann!!!malass...

brain: u wanna fail arhh?iszit??

me: of coz NOT

brain: then?! how u wanna pass if you dont study?

me: dont worry...can pass one..

brain: dont worryx2!wat the heck is wrong wif u???

me: Nothing...just plain lazy...

brain: i dont care if u'r lazy,sick or gonna die!!! GO STUDDYY!!! NOWWWWW!!!

me: finee...i'll start tomorrow...okayy???

brain: much better... *smiles*

sooo yeah...

my brain is always torturing me wit tots like that...

stuuppiid brain!!

brain: who you calling stuppid??!!

me: NO ONE!!

urghhh!!!

no mood...

annoyed...

pissed off...

feel like dying...

" in my head, i see you all over me,

in my head,you fulfill my fantasy,

in my head,you'll be screaming ohhh!!!,

in my head,is going down,

my head, it's going down,

in my head,yeah,

in my head,

oh yeah,

some dudes know all the right things too say-ay,

when it comes down too it,its all just games-say,

instead of talking,let me demostrate-yeah,

get down o business and skip foreplay-ay yeah..."

In My Head , Jason Derulo

After soo long...IM BACK:))

2010-05-15T06:53:00.000-07:00

heyy,

pweerrtty blogg,

pweerrtty people,

pweerrtty fishes,

pweerrtty EVERYTHING!!! u dont know how good is it too be back here!! :))

soooo lovin it... <33

okayy...sooo im gonna go through quickly everything that happened to me soo far since March 27 (i think! xD)

right...

soo there was SPORTS DAY

which was sooo not exciting ;P

Hari keusahawanan,

which was soo cool :))

liyana kasimon came n i was super glad to meet her after soo damn long!!

<33 her!

then,

school,homework,interact,band(repeated again n again...urghh!!)

then here is the sad part since march 27 (sad violin tune plays...)

I LOST MY PHONE!!! :((

i seriously <33'ed that phone..

i was like sooo sad but i just couldnt cry too show it...but i was sad :((

i cried like shit at home okayy..

i was scolded by my mum...

my dad comforted me by buying me a new phone which is better than dyy old one...

but i still loved the old one more..

BYEE!!u'll always be in my heart <3

sooo...yeah!

practically that was it...

HEEEEEE!!! :D

<33

byee!!!

"you cant make up your mind,mind,mind,mind,mind,

please dont waste my time,time,time,time,time,

I'm not tryin' to rewind,wind,wind,wind,wind,

i wish our hearts could come together as one,

cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova'

shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova'

shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova' "

Eenie Meenie , Justin Bieber & Sean Kingston

Bieber Fever!

2010-03-27T00:22:00.000-07:00

okayy...

have u guys heard of this??

BIEBER FEVER?

well im suffering from that now...

OMGG!!!

damn wat the heckk okayy.. ;P

but then,

I♥IT!

wooHoo!!! go JUSTIN BIEBER!!!

♥♥♥

"When I met you girl,
my heart went knock knock,
butterflies in my stomach wont stop,stop,
and even thought its a struggle love is all we got,
so we gonna keep,keep,
Climbin' till the mountain top..."
Justin Bieber, One Time

Gee xD

2010-03-25T01:00:00.000-07:00

okayy...

well exam results came out..

and i tell you...

my one like SHIT OKAYY!!!

teruk gilerr... :(

nvm,

IM GONNA hopefully STUDY HARDER!!!

yeahh!!!M'SIA BOLEH YACINTHA PUN PASTI BOLEHH!!!

"So baby dont worry,You are my only,
You wont be lonely,
Even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only,No need to worry,
Baby,are you down,down,down,down,down,
(down,down)
Baby,are you down,down,down,down.down
(down.down)
Even if the sky is falling down..."
Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne, Down

Uprising:)

2010-03-18T07:05:00.000-07:00

okayy...

i have not done any of my holss homeworkss...

its like soo damned banyak...urghh,damn ANGRY!!!

i mean,which NORMAL teacher will actually give us holss HOMEWORK when EXAMSS are going on???

GILA arr???

no pityy on us...

but no matter weerrtt...i wanna add in,

i kinda likee ♥ this holss!

isuka! isuka! ISUKA! ♥

okayy,

now is time to studyy!!!

*studying,flipping pages...bored...sleeppss... xD*

"The paranoia is in bloom,the PR
The transmission will resume
They'll try to push drugs
Keep us all dumbed down and hope
that
we will never see the truth around..."
Muse, Uprising

I Will Follow You:)

2010-03-18T01:19:00.000-07:00

okayy,

i think this holss did not only made me THINK,

but,

it made me MAD!!!

urghh!!!my blog is gonna be a disaster soon!!!!

(hopefully it dosen't)

i ♥ my blog

its the best thing EVER!!!

LOL:)

wat am i to do?

i need idea's on wat to do...

wanna give me ideas??

SMS ME AT 01*-*******

okayy???

"Im your biggest fan, i'll follow you until you
love me
Papa, paparazzi
Baby,there's no other superstar,you know that i'll be,
Papa paparazzi,
Promise i'll be kind
But i wont stop until that boy is mine
Baby,you'll be famous,chase you down untill you love me,
Papa,paparazzi...."
Lady Gaga , Paparazzi

Can i Have One last chance?too STUDY?!

2010-03-17T22:09:00.000-07:00

okayy...

im gonna die cuz i have;

T_T add maths on monday

T_T Chemistry (not sure when)

T_T biology (not sure when)

im gonna DIE!!!! :(((((((((

"oh,she got away with the boys in the place

treat them like they dont stand a chance,

and he got away with the girls in the back

acting like they're to hot to dance,

yeah,she got away with the boys in the place

treat them like they dont stand a chance,

and he got away with the girls in the back

Acting like they're too hot to dance...."

Cobra Starship ft. Leighton Meester , Good Girls Go Bad

puhhh-leaselarr.....

2010-03-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

okayy...

this holss is such a stupid one..

but,

also a very enjoyable one...

super cool!!!

but,

very boring...

and since i had nothing to do..it made me go into my thinking mode...n yeah, i realised alot of things afta that..

and,

to say it out loud is difficult...very difficult :((

i will love too...

its better this way ,

to me..it is better this way...

isnt better if YOU suffer ALONE rather to make EVERYONE arround you SUFFER together wif u???

~~i think it is..~~

~~soo,yeah im just gonna SHUT UP...n do nthg,show nthg..n say nthg~~

~~when i like something,i'll be gone...~~

~~when i like someone,she or he will be gone...(nt die,just not achieveable..u know?)~~

sooo...yea,

this was my THINKING HOLSS...

i've got 3 dayss left...n im gonna ENJOY...

im gonna go out and not cum back till i want too... xD

soo yea..

wtvlarr...

~~wt i say also ppl dun care...soo i also dun caree lerr...simple like 1 2 3...~~

sooo damn wtf sometimes u know...but i just wont care anymore...

~~im just gonna ingore all the bitches hu wanna make me suffer..~~

~~and two faces who pretends..~~

~~and ppl who hurts me alottss...~~

its the best thing to do...

haih...

"i dont know if i can yell any louder
how many times have i kicked you
outta here
or said something insulting
da da da da da
i can be so mean when i wanna be
i am capable of really anything
i can cut you into pieces
when my heart is broken
da da da da da..."
Pink , Please Dont Leave Me

To you...

2010-03-13T23:28:00.000-08:00

OH! LAST ONE...

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!!!!!!

"Into your eyes

hopeless and taken

we stole our new lives

through blood and pain

in defense of our dream

in defense of our dream..."

30 Seconds To Mars , Kings & Queens

According to Me...

2010-03-13T23:19:00.000-08:00

okayy,

im gonna go out now...

sooo happy!!! :)

eventhough im only going to IOI Mall...

its better than doing nothing r8???

"but according to him
i'm beautiful,incredible
he cant get me out of his head
according to him
i'm funny,irresistible
everything he ever wanted
everything is opposite
i dont feel like stopping it
so baby tell me wat i got to lose
he's into me for everything i'm not
according to you..."
Orianthi , According To You

So, maybe its true....

2010-03-13T23:12:00.000-08:00

okayy,

before i begin,

take a looky look at this poster <<3

kayy look dy??

i watched it yesterday..

it was sooo BOORING!!!

except for the man named TYLER a.k.a ROBERT PATTINSON

sooo HAWWWTT!!! xD

go and watch it,

im mean if u are a person who is all about romance n stuff...

then,its a great movie for you to watch,

if ur not,DONT!!!

and,

if ur not in TEAM EDWARD...

DONT WATCH IT!!!!

kayy???

"so maybe it's true

that i cant live without you

maybe two is better than one

but there's soo much time

to figure out the rest of my life

and you've already got me coming undone

i'm thinking two is better than one..."

Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift , Two is Better Than One

If we crawl.....

2010-03-13T23:01:00.000-08:00

okayy,

im gonna list down my aims or rather TARGET for the month of MARCH

dont laugh kayy!!!! xD

<3 write more than 50 blog posts [random,serious everythinglarr]

<3 try to study fro the rest of the examss [so long as cn pass bolehlarr :) ]

<3 try to understand certain people better

<3 not be tooo lazy [after the holss nih]

<3 try to get some extra cash during the holss [im in need of it,all my $ habis for revision books,urghh!!!]

<3 finish all my HOMEWORK [damn banyak!!!]

yurpp...thats it for this month!!!

MARCHING MARCH

why i said that?

cuz im in band...

n marching practices for Sports Day is gonna start after holss...

urghh!!! im gonna turn BLACK!!!ROASTED!!!!

Sports day is on the 10th of April sooo..agakagak we got atleast 2 weeks of sun,pain,rain,sweat to suffer!!!

HOPES IT PAST SOON AND FAST!!!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF US WHO IS GONNA SUFFER!!!

"if we crawl, 'til we can walk again
then we'll run, until we're strong enough to jump
then we'll fly , until there is no end
so lets crawl, crawl, crawl back to love
yeah ,back to love, yeah..."
Chris Brown , Crawl

Blah,Blah,Blah!!!

2010-03-12T06:16:00.000-08:00

okayy..

we had interact GM todayy..

i was like sitting near the past president Chris and Mdm Shanty and Pn Kong :)

and it was likee finee this Mdm Shanty MENGAMUK kayy...

she was preewwtty scary..

LUCKY THING SHE'S NOT MY CHEMISTRY TEACHER!!! xD

soo...

yea then they talk bout lotss of stuff...

ohh yeaa...

ICC Charity Concert Infomation <3

27th March 2010

SMK Assunta provides transportation :)

sooo yea...cum

the ticketss..

normal - RM25

VIP - RM40

cheap nihh!!!

kayy,come arrr... lol

VIVA LA INTERACT!!! <<3

"boy
come on get my rocks off
come and put a little love in my glove box
wanna dance with no pants on , HOLLA
meet me in the back with a jack at the jukebox
just cut to the chase kid
cause i know you dont care wat my middle name is
i want to be naked and you're wasted..."
Ke$ha ft. 30h!3 , Blah Blah Blah

I'ma do wateva no pain is foreva.yup ya know this...

2010-03-12T06:06:00.000-08:00

okayy,

Well examss have started,

today i went through my...

T_T Modern Mathematics

T_T Physics

physics was preetty okayy,so was maths,

but maths paper 2 the 7 marks question was damn bodoh!!! xD

other than tat it was fine..

and noww..

Its time too PARRTTY!!!

HOLIDAYSS people!!!

" they can say whateva
i'ma do whateva
no pain is foreva
yup,ya know this
Thougher than the lion,
ain't no need in tryin'
i live where the sky ends
yup, ya know this..."
Rihanna ft. Young Jeezy , Hard

Stressed but Chilled :)

2010-03-11T01:18:00.000-08:00

heyyy!!!

well,

im likee damn superr busy with examss,

its like the first exam we are going through since PMR

so my brain is like a lil' bit karat dyy..

lol :)

well,

i had my ;

T_T Literature in English : Tuesday

T_T English : Wednesday

T_T Bahasa Melayu : Wednesday

T_T Sejarah : today [ 11/03/10]

so far,it was preetttyy okayy larrr...

except for sejarah which is my WEAKNESS when it comes to education :o

But,

it was a prwweerrttty cool week...

i dunno but i think im falling in love with WEEKS [made sense?"dun think soo" xD]

sooo yea...

GUESSS WAT???

JUSTIN BIEBER's sweet sixteen is cuming soon...

I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR IT!!!! <3

<3 himlaarrr...

LOL!!!

Justin Bieber , ur world,is my world,my fight, is ur fight,my breath ,is ur breath,my heart, im not gonna... <<3

Awesome sensations..

2010-03-06T23:13:00.000-08:00

okayy...

well this WHOLE week had been a very happy week...

LOVED IT...

Well Amanda Yew's birthday party , was awesome!!!

the carnival , was awesome!!!

No tuition , was awesome!!!

No piano class (i didnt go xD) , was awesome!!!

THIS WHOLE WEEK , WAS AWESOME!!!!

lol...

AWESOMENESS!!!

but all that dies NEXT WEEK!!! :(

cuz?

CUZ OF THE EXAMS LARRR...!!!! URGHHH!!!! DIELARRR!!!!

must study...study...study...STUDY!!!

dahlarrr i got 10 subjects summore...

urghh!!!

watever...

im gonna go out after this for the next awesome episod!!!

LOL!!!

before u leave...

TAKE A LOOK aT THIS PHOTO'sss...

sarah doing her thingg...

beverly doing herss..

'happy birthday song is heard '

wish was made,candles were blown!!!

THAT WAS AMANDA'S BIRTHDAY PARTY

NOW,

THE CARNIVALEE...

sange showing off her tattoo

my fishhys..

this is..LIYANA!!!OMG...i MISSED HER weiyh!!!

well,yeah thats it..

Jay Sean ft lil wayne n somebdy , do you remember....

Yacintha♥

The To-Do After SPM No.2

Naughty Day

Morning Movie Mania

Chapter 6: Points In Life

Saturday's Wish

The To-Do After SPM No.1

Remembering SPM

Finally Back Note 2

Chapter 5: The Return Frm No Where

Chapter 5: Lost and Back AGAIN

Update!

Chapter 4: Stalkers

Chapter 4: Stalkers

Chapter 3: I Love You

Is there school today?

Chapter 2: Realisation

Sunday: Study Group

Chapter 1: Happiness

Zaman Kemerosotan!

Sports Day 2011! theme: 1 Malaysia!

Life's Weird,Dont You Agree?

Tomorrow!

There's gonna be one less lonely me

National Service! :O

Complications! :(

geezz!

Work;QPA

2011!(:

1,2,3...

The Awakeningg!XD

Today C;

Random xD

Dumb Me :(

Happy :D a.k.a Sad D:

Akwardness:O

Wonderful Holidays;D

Must Watch Movie;D

Party TimeC;

*winkyy winks*

Smileess!

The Time Of Our Life Is Back

Love.Live.Life

You Know Who You Are C: Read this and Think

omgg:O

BloggC:

*Winks*

Holidays:)

NOT DEAD:)

Movie of the Month ;D

Holidays:D

crawling awayy

Must Be Hopeful:))

LATEST HIT:))

After soo long...IM BACK:))

Bieber Fever!

Gee xD

Uprising:)

I Will Follow You:)

Can i Have One last chance?too STUDY?!

puhhh-leaselarr.....

To you...

According to Me...

So, maybe its true....

If we crawl.....

Blah,Blah,Blah!!!

I'ma do wateva no pain is foreva.yup ya know this...

Stressed but Chilled :)

Awesome sensations..

winkyy winks

Winks